Not that I have much to say anyway. Today has been one of those days when I wish I wasn't a woman. Oh the things that happen once a month do things to my body that I won't go into much detail over, but my emotions are all over the map. Aside from my body hurting so bad that I have dug my nails into my palms and drawn blood, I have just been bawling for the last hour, and not really for any good reason. I mean, the kids at school today didn't listen well, but that's not unusual. Right after I got off work and during his lunch hour, Erick and I had to go buy a new dryer, but that wasn't very stressful other than I really, really just wanted to be home with my feet up and an icepack on my abdomen. A friend called and we talked about blessings and that was nice, but I sit here just crying. I guess I'm beginning to get overwhelmed with end-of-the-year activities and thoughts of all that I have to do, places I have to go, and how much things are going to cost is swirling around in my mind. I think I'm making myself stressed out. I need a nap...or to go to bed about 5 hours earlier than usual...I just may.
This week isn't exactly busy. Wednesday is the usual: work, pick up Jack, go to church...Thursday is work, free afternoon, then Olivia has a program where she performs with the choir and the band, and Joseph has a ballgame...at the same time naturally, so I will have to miss his game :( Fortunately, he has several more!! I don't know about Friday other than they deliver my dryer sometime and I need to run Grandma to get some medicine, but there might be a date although I think the lovebirds will do something Saturday since it's their 18-month anniversary. Is that crazy? 18 months with the same person when you aren't even 15 years old yet...but oh well...they are the best of friends, so why not. Speaking of Saturday, I have about 13 million things I could do, but I'm not sure I want to...maybe a nice Saturday home with the family relaxing is just what the doctor ordered!! We'll see!!
I haven't done this in a while.
15 years ago
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